Post by ALESSANDRO ACHILLEO GIORDANI on Dec 19, 2010 2:59:37 GMT -5
ALESSANDRO ACHILLEO GIORDANI
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ALES , TWENTY FOUR , NYC CITIZEN , KRISTINE
"it's been nearly three years and what do i have to show for it? absolutely, fucking nothing, that's what. why didn't i kill that bitch when i had the chance? it wasn't like it was hard work, since i had her practically eating out of the palm of my hand. she would have never suspected it. just a slice to the throat would have saved me all this trouble. my ass is on the line because of her. my family would rather have me dead than return empty handed. let me explain. my father is the head of the great italian mafia. the italian and russian mafia do not get along for several reasons. the only way to end this silly little rivalry is to take down the other mafia by attacking the head family. this is why i am even in this dump you filthy americans call new york city instead of beautiful italy. i can not leave until she gets taken care of. my family and everyone back home is going to have my head when they find out that i haven't killed the youngest zamoldchikova yet. my father was right, i should not get involved with business. i mean, she's just a silly little girl who fell way to hard for the wrong guy. i'd like to think of myself as not a bad guy, but definitely not a good guy for her, if she knew what was good for her. but she didn't and i had plenty of times in which i came close to killing her, but every i let every single one of them slide.
i can not fall for any more of her tricks. i should have finished her off when i first met her. as much as i wanted to get it over with, i could not kill an innocent child. she was only ten years old, and i was fifteen when i got assigned to assassinate her. i barely knew how to hold a gun, much less shoot someone. the original plan was to get her to trust me and then take her out when she's most vulnerable. well i succeeded on the first part, but what i did not expect was to fall for her myself. for a while i wanted to protect her from my own kind rather than kill her. i thought if i were able to find another victim and do the same damage, maybe her and i can run away together. then i remembered her cousin, how sheltered and oblivious to the world she was. much like the one i thought i loved. i thought maybe if i were to get her to fall for me, i could kill her.in the attempt, however, i got caught sleeping with her cousin. at first i did not think it was a big deal, i've slept with thousands of girls before, during, and after i was sleeping with her. what she did not understand was that by the end of the day, she was the only one i wanted to be with. i can't believe there was an actual time when i thought that i wanted her. then she just left me, without even a hint as to where she was going.
fortunately for me, i did have the same effect on her cousin as i did for her, but on the bright side i did not fall for her cousin. killing her cousin now would do great damage to their family. my family only really wanted to start a riot. she's much more accessible than that bitch anyways. but all these years of patiently waiting to hear any sort of sign that she was coming home from her cousin, and searching the entire city of new york would have been wasted. her cousin says she's coming back soon, but she's been saying that since the day she left. i can't really blame a cunt like her though, she's only good for one thing. other than that, she drives me insane, sometimes i want to just kill her to spare myself her meaningless words of love, marriage, and romance.
but if her cousin speaks the truth, and not only what i want to hear, then there may be a chance for me to avenge my family after all. this may be my last chance. my ass is on the line. i can't be fooled by any more of her schemes now that she knows i'm after her. any doubts of going through with my mission is no longer an option. i can not make the same mistake twice. every day she lives is a day closer to my demise. my father shows no mercy to a trader. my father shows no mercy, not even to his only son. anyone who doesn't finish their missions and lets an enemy live is a trader in my father's eyes. i can run all i want, but eventually they will find me, and she better be dead by then. if she isn't, there's no telling what they're going to do to me."
